Ragne Reid faced a lot of scrutiny when she became pregnant with her son, Jax, while her nine-month-old daughter, Mira, was undergoing cancer treatment.Story continues below“My family doctor suggested that I have an abortion, but we were trying so hard to save the life of our daughter, there was no way I could justify ending the life of another baby,” she told Global News.“I was seeing a chiropractor at the time who shook his head and told me that I needed to be more careful. That was the last time I saw him.”READ MORE: Caring for the caregiver — Raising a child with a disability or chronic diseaseReid, who lives in North Delta, B.C., also faced criticism from friends.“[They] suggested that it was irresponsible for me to consider bringing another child into the world,” she said. “I do think there are taboos around having a second child after [your] first was so sick.”However, Reid and her partner were told that Mira’s cancer didn’t have a genetic component so they just tried to “shrug it off.”“Although I was worried… we had no idea how she got her disease, and [we] thought that the same circumstances and environment was present for the new baby as was present for our sick baby,” said Reid.
Mira, 10, and Jax, 8. Courtesy of Ragne Reid.Helping parents understand the “cause” of the first child’s illness or disability should be a top priority for primary caregivers, according to Dr. Peter Azzopardi, chief of pediatrics at the Scarborough Health Network.“Most worrisome to me is, often, a parent tries to assign blame in terms of what happened to the first child,” he said.“It’s important to get to the bottom of that issue so the parent doesn’t feel like the cause of that issue.”In his view, it’s only with a full understanding of the first child’s condition — and the risk that it could be passed on — that parents can make an informed decision about having another child. This often requires an extensive amount of genetic testing, he said.Genetic testing helps parents understand risk“The most important thing is what is the nature of the child in the family that already has the disability?” Azzopardi said. “What is the problem and what is the risk that it could be passed on?”If the problem is defined as potentially having a genetic component, the parents will be tested in order to determine the risk of it affecting another baby. Some illness and disability will be genetic, but others will have “nothing to do” with a family member having risk — like issues that arise at birth.Regardless of the results, genetic testing helps parents to do away with the common feelings of guilt or shame that can occur after welcoming a child with a disability.READ MORE: ‘It has made me a better person’ — What it’s like to raise a child with autismFor Nicole Boucher, a mom of two based in Toronto, genetic testing helped her feel more in control, even if only slightly.She and her partner have always wanted a big family, but her first pregnancy didn’t go as planned. During an ultrasound, doctors found a cyst in the back of her son’s brain that caused it to form differently.After her son Jacob was born, doctors performed genetic testing to determine the details of his illness.“He has a single gene mutation that they’ve never seen before. They don’t know what it means and they can’t really give us a prognosis,” said Boucher.
Jacob, 3, and Caden, 5 months. Courtesy of Nicole Boucher.However, doctors were able to determine that he has epilepsy, a development delay and visual impairment.The genetic testing also showed that Jacob’s condition was de novo, which meant neither of the parents were carriers. “That was one of our biggest fears.”For Jacob’s first year of life, his parents were just focused on “keeping him alive.” But with the genetic testing on their side, they decided to “let whatever happen, happen,” said Boucher. “And along came Caden.”Having another child is ‘such a personal decision’In Azzopardi’s experience, it’s common for parents in Reid and Boucher’s position to face stigma about having another child.“I do think that parents get second looks from other people when they decide to go on and have another child, [but] it’s such a personal decision,” said Azzopardi. “It’s also very culturally laden in terms of taboos in certain cultures about having other children.”Ultimately, Azzopardi believes parents know what is best for their family, and Calgary-native Rachel Martens agrees. She works at CanChild, a non-profit research and educational centre that focuses on improving the lives of children with developmental conditions.READ MORE: Like mother, like daughter — Living with the same disease as your mom“There are many things to consider from a couple different lenses,” said Martens. “Do you have a sufficient support system in your life to help your family? Is your significant other prepared to take on added responsibilities?”Choosing to have another child is a complex decision in and of itself — disability or illness just adds to that.“The uniqueness of who you are as a parent and a person plays a role in this decision,” she said. “It’s important to remember who you are in this and to never apologize to others when it comes to whatever future you decide for your family.”
Luke, 13. Courtesy of Rachel Martens.Martens is also mom to a 13-year-old boy who has Mosaic trisomy 22, cerebral palsy and autism. She and her partner decided not to have any further children, and it works for them.“We went back and forth on the subject for a few years, but [after] a brief brush I had with cancer, [we] made the decision to stay with only one. We received a lot of flak from some family [for] our decision but honestly, we wouldn’t have it any other way. We are pretty stuck on our kiddo,” she said.“For us, the decision came with working towards who we felt our identity was as a family unit. We make a heck of a trio.”Finding non-judgmental support from the health-care systemWhile Mira was in treatment, Reid had enough on her plate without taking into account the judgmental comments and unsolicited “advice” from those around her.“I felt awful during the time that my daughter was sick,” she said. “I was trying to prepare for what I believed was the eventual outcome [of Mira’s brain cancer] and to figure out how to be a mother to my new baby.”Mira finished treatment in December 2010, and Jax arrived — healthy and happy — in February 2011. Reid was overwhelmed.WATCH: How a community can deal with children and youth to help break the cycle of poverty